I'm completely alone in the world; it frightens me to be so empty and lost.

I was always lonely and I am lonely still.

I have always felt lonely in the world out there. That is why I escaped into filmmaking even though the feeling of community is an illusion.

I felt so lonesome, all of a sudden. I almost wished I was dead.

It felt now as if I'd never known them and I couldn't know them again. It seemed to me that whatever had existed back in the place where I'd grown up was so far away now, impossible to retrieve.

This world that I live in is empty and cold; the loneliness cuts me and tortures my soul.

Why do I feel this alone? Basically, because I’ve always been alone. I’ve always been alone. And alone I’ll be. It’s about time I become aware of it and never forget it.

I avoided my own friends and acquaintances, yet the loneliness of my existence was insupportable.

I felt a tremendous distance between myself and everything real.

I don't even exist — I'm no one. Nothing.

...I have had an unpleasant feeling, such as one has in a dream, that I myself do not exist.

Sometimes I feel so- I don’t know - lonely. The kind of helpless feeling when everything you’re used to has been ripped away. Like there’s no more gravity, and I’m left to drift in outer space with no idea where I’m going’
Like a little lost Sputnik?’
I guess so.

For years, I lived a life in which nothing really happened.

I been away a long time.