Je suis égoïste, impatiente et peu sûre de moi. Je fais des erreurs, je suis hors de contrôle, et parfois difficile à gérer. Mais si vous ne pouvez pas me supporter pour le pire, nul doute que vous ne me méritez pas pour le meilleur.

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

Sono egoista, impaziente e un po' insicura. Commetto errori, sono fuori controllo e, allo stesso tempo, difficile da gestire.
Ma se non sei in grado di gestire il mio lato peggiore, allora certamente non sarai in grado di gestire quello migliore.

if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

Of course I'm an egoist. Where do you get if you aren't?

The egotist is all surface; underneath is a pulpy mess and a lot of self-doubt. But the egoist may be yielding and even deferential in things he doesn't consider important; in anything that touches his core he is remorseless.

I'm lonely. Why do you think I had to learn to act so independent? I also get mad too quickly, and I hog the covers, and my second toe is longer than my big one. My hair has it's own zip code. Plus, I get certifiably crazy when I've got PMS. You don't love someone because they're perfect. You love them in spite of the fact that they're not.

I may be irresponsible but I am a good irresponsible.

أما بالنسبة لي فأنا لا أستطيع فهم نفسي أبدا.. أجدني دائما ممزقا بين اليأس المظلم و عدم الاكتراث التام.. أنا خجول لا ثقة لي بنفسي .. ضميري جبان.. و أنا عاجز تماما عن التكيف مع الحياة لأصبح سيد مصيري.. الرجال الآخرون يقولون كلاما فارغا أو يخدع كلا منهم الآخر و يجدون متعة في ذلك.. في حين لا أجدني إلا مضطرا أو غير مكترث.. حتى و أنا أحاول فعل الخير!

Your not reliable. You wouldn't be at all a comfortable sort of person to live with.

He, who doesn't know why he lives, cannot feel love for people or for life itself. I don't love myself enough, so I don't love people enough. One of my major defects is impatience: I try to get rid of it, but i can't. I am not tolerant enough for my age. I suffer for this, because i can't approach people with sympathy. They annoy me.

I'm a fool, to confuse this with goodness. I am not good.
I know too much to be good. I know myself.
I know myself to be vengeful, greedy, secretive and sly.

I am not good at romantic interactions that aren’t furtive and kind of sleazy. I don’t know how to ask someone on a date. I don’t know how to gauge the potential interest of other human beings. I don’t know how to trust people who do express interest in me. I am not the girl who “gets the date” in these circumstances, or that’s what I cannot help but tell myself. I am always paralyzed by self-doubt and mistrust.

Daha iyi değilim belki, ama en azından başkayım.